
“Oak” — C.Birde, 3/19
Life
splits & turns,
plateaus
at moments
unpredictable.
Travel light,
with an open heart;
B.Y.O.M.*
☾
☼
☽
— C.Birde, 3/19
(*Bring Your Own Magic)
“Oak” — C.Birde, 3/19
Life
splits & turns,
plateaus
at moments
unpredictable.
Travel light,
with an open heart;
B.Y.O.M.*
☾
☼
☽
— C.Birde, 3/19
(*Bring Your Own Magic)
“Shadow” — C.Birde, 3/19
Look
look away
cringe
fade…
To either side,
a tug,
a pull of
equal force.
Duality of need
— desire —
balanced
in opposition
to the self.
Uncertainty –
a slow poison
consumed
in sips;
a crumb
nibbled,
bitter
on the tongue.
Shadows,
all –
insubstantial;
substance-
less.
Trust —
within
lies the way.
Shimmer.
Blaze.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Primaries” — C.Birde, 3/19
Why?
Why wouldn’t you listen?
Why couldn’t you?
Ever?
Despite threat and
warning,
you succumbed
to temptation.
To the rattle and call –
so strong,
too strong –
of that small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere.
It sang
for release and
you rolled it out
from its glass-walled
confinement
against your palm –
too thin,
too warm,
so unprotected.
Your skin absorbed
melting shadow,
while the two
at your shoulder –
foolhardy and
eager –
huddled and
watched.
And I?
I ran.
Unwilling
to witness
your transformation,
your de-
humanization.
I ran.
From the room,
the derelict house.
Down the hillside.
Toward the sea.
I dove
into hummocked,
grassy turf.
Myself,
now changed –
shrunken,
diminished,
miniaturized.
I ran…
scurried,
rushed,
hurried.
Through networked
earthen tunnels –
ducking lace-fringed
grassy roots –
that looped
and dipped
and dove
and curved
through endless
coils of earth.
I ran –
scampered,
hurtled
expanded
the distance between
myself and
you
until the tunnel
ended…
in an knothole
opened
in the subfloor
beneath
a battered kitchen cabinet.
Sealed cabinet doors,
defined by a slim seam
of vertical light.
A push,
and out I tumble
onto worn linoleum tiles
and dim-lit kitchen;
my former self and
size restored.
For naught.
For naught.
You
are here,
have anticipated
my time and place of arrival.
You crouch
at the cramped kitchen’s
perimeter.
You
and your two friends.
Changed, now –
one red, one yellow;
you, blue.
Your humanity
lost
(as predicted)
to right angles
and jointed,
flattened planes.
Your serrated teeth
gnash in cruel grins.
(As warned.)
Your laughter barks,
humorless.
(As feared.)
You wouldn’t
listen.
You never
did.
Surrounded,
now.
No escape.
We
are
lost.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Moonlight” — C.Birde, 3/19
Spilling moonlight
from her pockets
— like pebbles
&
petals
&
peace —
she lays
a silvered path
for all
to follow…
And yet
we
h
e
s
i
t
a
t
e
.
.
.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Quickening” — C.Birde, 3/19
Long awaited.
Realized,
recognized
– at last –
in quickening
earth
(beat & breath of loamy
heart),
resurgent
song
(trill & tremor in airborne
throats),
in bud and flower
and greening
leaf
(stretch & shift toward expanding
light).
Spring arrives
– gift-wrapped –
on our
doorsteps.
Compose your
thank-yous accordingly.
Address them
to each
blushing hour,
each mischief curl
of breeze.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Threat” — C.Birde, 3/19
I know.
It’s tempting.
That small, dull, charcoal-dark sphere,
contained
within that slim glass vial —
a piece
of shadow
trapped and capped.
So curious…
So seemingly
harmless.
Please.
Trust me.
I beg you.
Don’t open the vial.
You misunderstand —
I am not the threat.
It is.
Released,
it will change —
flatten…thin…spread…
and seep into your skin…
Change you.
Unmake you.
Into something
unrecognizable.
Un-human.
Inhuman.
Huge and heartless
with cruelty tucked
in your laughter
and a grin
full of hungry
teeth.
Please.
Please…
Just don’t…
For you sake…
For mine…
For ours…
…
…
…
You never
would
listen
to me…
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Frenzy” — C.Birde, 3/19
Madness
— like water —
seeks
its own
level.
B
e
w
a
r
e
.
.
.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Peep” — C.Birde, 3/19
Spring called
the other day…
tapped at the door
with birdsong fingers,
fogged the glass
with promises
and lilac-scented
breath…
then vanished.
I hear her laughter
lift from slow-
thawing
earth.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Empty” — C.Birde, 3/19
Inward turning…my personal weather, a stillness, a vacuum…the “doldrums” (nautical term, describing an equatorial region of the Atlantic Ocean, marked by still air, sudden storms, unpredictable winds). I prefer the earth beneath my feet, certainty… Adrift, all the same… The sensation manifests — in a shortness of breath, a faint lack of oxygen; as a heaviness in my gut. I am not unhappy, no. Unfocused, yes; “at sea”, so it seems. A pattern. Free of resistance, denial, struggle, I sit in its company, as if with someone I’ve known. Too long. A lifetime. We occupy shared space, absent of dialogue. Lonely, but comfortable. And then — interruption. Gwynnie leaps into my lap (open invitation to any cat). Her purr, a revelation. Her hard little head (thrust against my chin) confirmation of here, now. Physical reminder, in all her warm, fuzzy critterness — slack sails will fill and stir; the compass, reorient… Spring, too, will leap unexpectedly. (As a cat.) Woodland trails will call…chipmunks, uncurl from nests…birdsong, inscribe the pulsing air… Reminder that I will feel — again, soon — the quick green tremble of everything. And this immersion — so imminent — this reconnection, and close observation will feed, refuel: body, mind, spirit. Creative well. Whole.
A lot to lay on a season, but Spring can take it.
— C.Birde, 3/19
“Lilac Buds” — C.Birde, 3/19
Abide —
The cardinal sings
& daylight lingers
& the earth’s crust
quivers
with small green unborn
things…
Spring
is on
Her
way.
— C.Birde, 3/19